Obsessive tornadoes

1.28.13

So I am having one of those days…well, it seems like I am always having one of those days…those days where my mind won’t calm down. There are little worry things that get stuck in there and go around and around and around. They are usually what if statements. I try to repeat facts to myself and try to make them go away, but they don’t. They just run around in there all the time.

Right now I am worried about tornadoes. There is supposed to be bad weather on Wednesday, and I am worried that there will be tornados. So here are the facts. WRCB, the people who are usually right, just said strong storms at this point. He said it is too early to really tell what it is going to be like. It could pass us up all together. Even if we do have tornados, it said it is isolated. It will not be like that day 2 years ago. That was like the worst, even the news says that. It will also be during the day. It won’t be sitting at home in my closet scared to death all night long. Whatever is going to happen should be out of here by the evening. What is the worst that could happen? I could lose my home, my family, everything. Well, that’s pretty bad. It’s ok, we can rebuild, it is just stuff. I can always get more. I could die…which let’s face it, is like the best thing that could happen…I know…but it is. But really it will probably be fine. I don’t need to worry about it until I need to worry about it. Today has enough worry of its own. Just trust God and He will take care of everything. Just trust Him each step, each minute, each hour.