Sunday Problems

8.23.09

Sundays are always a sad day. I always thought that it was because the weekend is over and I have to go back to work. I am sure that is part of it. But it is hard to go to church and not feel God. To pray and listen and sing and not feel God. To feel nothing. To have nothing effect me. And I wonder have I been disobident? Is that way I am disconnected? I am sure there are plenty of things I am not good at. Everyone sins. So how do I know what I am doing that is diconnected. It is not like i can try harder. I have done that. That is why I am here. But I don't need to just not do anything. That doesn't help. I know I have all of these problems and when God steps in and does His will it will seem so easy. But how do I get there?

How do I let go and let God?