Last Day!

Here is it...the last day at Hutcheson. I had to go down to Siskin early (like very) to get my drug test and physical and everyone was so nice! I am so excited about going there! It seems like a really good place to be. There will be different things that I won't like, but I guess I will have to get used to it. Atleast I will be doing something good and not something I don't believe in. I won't be putting bandaids on all of our problems. I loved it here though. The people were like family because everyone really was family. They have all been here forever. And I love the place I work also. It was very flexible and easy to do what I wanted to do....as long as I got my work done. It will be different at Siskin. More structured, but I guess that is what I need. I don't know.

This is not quite as sad as leaving Shorter. Atleast I don't have to take all of my posters off the way and make it seem bleak, but it is still sad. My little office. My computer...the best in the department...my cool couch. Being able to watch TV while I work...it definately makes the time go by faster, but since we will be organzied and have a plan and other people in the department then maybe that will make the time fly...who knows...but right now, I am not sad. I might be. But I guess things have changed so much around here that I never really had time to get used to one thing.

I do miss Emily, but she is already gone. I can't help that. But everything else...I never got attached to it. I will miss working in a house with a fridge and stove and microwave (oh no, Em took that when she left) and walking in the grass. I will miss the quite and the seluction of the house and I will miss being able to only drive 10 minutes to work and know exactly where everything is in this town. I have grown up here. It is my home...but I have left it before and I can do it again.

Maybe once I get down there, I will find out that it is not so different afterall. God wants me there and He has never let me down before. He wants me to be happy. It might take some getting used to, but hopefully, it will turn out great!